My studio, like much of Rome,
was built for a giant. I type on my
three-pound-laptop, and look up at the ceiling which feels a time zone away,
twenty or thirty feet up in the sky. The
windows span the whole of this height; to open them is to open up a massive
hole in the building.
The first thing went up on
the wall is a map I purchased, just to make my mark on the twenty-foot long
expanse, to justify my use of this glorious studio when in fact I’ll be using
exactly none of it for most of my work.
(The truth is that the invitation of the wall space, arrives at the
Doorstep of Lost Careers and Avocations -- my passion for photography -- and
led me, come June to do an exhibit of my photographs of Rome and Italy. I ended up using an entire wall to describe
the work I have been doing here).
The map I put up at the end
of the first week is a highly detailed map of ancient Rome in the era of
Constantine, in the 4th Century AD.
It shows a city of marble -- beautiful, temples and courtyards,
monuments, and walls. There is the
Temple of Marcellus, rebuilt and awaiting spectators. Circus Maximum is complete, and the Emperor’s
loggia on the Palatine Hill is returned, whole, to its place overlooking the
entire field. There is the Theater of
Pompey and the temples of Largo Argentina, where Caesar was murdered. Rome is re-created as it must have been at
its height, before the fall.
The map is not an accurate
rendition of a city, but a dream, created by crushing together a century of building,
cleaning it up in order to produce a mirage of the Eternal City. This kind of
map imagines history as we would like it to be, as culminating in a moment,
where trajectories of politics and building projects manage to get into
lockstep, move together in a singular rhythm, like a phalanx of soldiers along
the Appian way, clicking their boots along the stones in perfect perscussionary
harmony, ending with an image of a city as whole complete an unchanging. There is no kinetic energy here. All has come to a rest.
Sigmund Freud didn’t know of
this map, but he knew of this dream, of making the entire history of a city
visible. The opening of Civilization and
Its Discontents tells a tale this longing, to make all layers visible at
once, to remove repression, remove history, and lay before us our entire
history. It is impossible, but becomes
the fundamental metaphor for the entire book.
At the start of the book he
acknowledges that indeed, in Rome “much of the old is still there, but
buried under modern buildings. This is how the past survives in historic places
like Rome.” But then he paints a picture
for his readers, asking them to make a “fantastic assumption
that
Rome is not a place where people live, but a psychical entity with a similarly
long, rich past, in which nothing that ever took shape has passed away, and in
which all previous phases of development exist beside the most recent. For Rome
this would mean that on the Palatine hill the imperial palaces and the
Septizonium of Septimius Severus still rose to their original height, that the
castle of San Angelo still bore on its battlements the fine statues that
adorned it until the Gothic siege. Moreover, the temple of Jupiter Capitolinus
would once more stand on the site of the Palazzo Caffarelli, without there
being any need to dismantle the latter structure, and indeed the temple would
be seen not only in its later form, which it assumed during the imperial age,
but also in its earliest, when it still had Etruscan elements and was decorated
with terracotta antefixes. And where the Coliseo now stands we could admire the
vanished Domus Aurea of Nero; on the Piazza of the Pantheon we should find not
only the present Pantheon, bequeathed by Hadrian, but the original structure of
M. Agrippa; indeed, occupying the same ground would be the church of Maria Sopra
Minerva and the ancient temple over which it is built. And the observer would
perhaps need only to shift his gaze or his position in order to see the one or
the other.
He wakes us from our dreamy longing: “It is clearly pointless to spin out this
fantasy any further: the result would be unimaginable, indeed absurd.”
The absurdity of seeing all of Roman history at once is, for
Freud, the tragedy of the human psyche.
We cannot exist with all layers visible, on an equal plane. Repression is necessary for survival; but
uncovering the layers, and the legacy of those layers, is necessary to thriving
as a healthy adult.
This powerful image
immediately brings another writee to mind, Jorge Luis Borges, whose most famous
character, Ireneo Funes, seems almost invented to play out that absurdity and
to question the excess of memory.
Borges’ Funes is man who is all memory. Funes was once a man who was “what every man
was – blind, deaf, befuddled, and virtually devoid of memory….he had lived, he
said, for nineteen year as thou in a dream:
he looked without seeing, heard without listening, forget everything, or
virtually everything (p. 134 to 135). After
a riding accident, he awoke from unconsciousness with his memory perfect. And more so:
he felt every memory with great intensity. The narrator tell us that for Funes, “the
most trivial of his memories was more detailed, more vivid than our own
perception of a physical pleasure or a physical torment (p. 137). Funes could
continually perceive the quiet advances of corruption, of tooth decay, of
weariness…..he saw – he noticed – the
progress of death, of humidity” (p. 137, 136). The capacity of his brain to
capture memories – all memories, every one, no matter how significant turns his
mind, and his very being, into a “a garbage heap.” And it made him seem old,
desperately old, at the age of 19: “He
looked to me as monumental as bronze – older than Egypt, older than the
prophecies and the pyramids.”
Borges ends the story: “Ireneo
Funes died in 1889 of pulmonary congestion.”
The excess of memory transmuted into a congestion of the lungs. He breathed memory with every intake and
exhale. The memories were too much.
Borges’s story seems almost
to be commentary on Freud. For Funes is
in fact the man whose memory is completely unrepressed. It flows like a mighty stream; it drowns him. We long to remember so much; and need,
equally, to survive and grow, to forget.
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